If only...

I need a field. A very large one with overgrown grass and a few rolling hills. Some trees would be nice too so to get shelter from the unforgiving Texas sun. I want to frolic as if I am six again, with no worries in the world. I want to be absorbed by nature and away from the rest of the world. I will take the field behind my house if anyone would like to deliver it to me, I would be forever indebted to you. That one seems to be my favorite, though there is nothing special about it, I always admired it and would sit on the oversize rock out there and just sit and think and be. I've tried to imagine such a place now in my mind, but I am constantly interrupted by a roaring truck or a bass from a "souped up" car outside my window. Oh well I guess I will have to find a new field I may have to drive pretty far to find it, but I will find one!!

Today has been gloomy outside, threatening rain all day long. I wouldn't mind if it did rain, I believe it would match my mood. Weather has a funny way of affecting my mood. For example, if I walk outside and it's nice and sunny but not too warm, I am immediately put into a better mood even if I woke up on the wrong side of the bed. Nice weather puts me in a nostalgic mood. I can't realy know why, but I believe it has something to do with the wonderful weather in PA and all the good memories of living their (and my wonderful field). Today was a day where I did wake up on the wrong side of the bed and the weather was sympathetic with me and so was gloomy the whole day threatening to rain. I was the same, tears threatening to escape my eyes all day, but none have escape, to which I am delighted.

Yea for holidays, yea for Mathematics, yea for weekends!