Birthday

Today is my birthday and I am happy. I am getting older and ever since I was a youngster it has been one of the hardest things for me. I cried my eyes out when I turned 10 because I was in the double digits. I am now 25 years old. A real adult. I can do ANYTHING! Smoke, drink, and rent a car! I believe one reason I don't like getting older is because I am expected to act older, but I don't want to. I want to stay up all night, wear my chuck taylor's, eat candy until I am sick and not pay bills. I feel forced into grown-up-hood. And to no avail here I am, older...

I do love birthdays though, they make me happy. Tonight Shawn is taking me to Villa Montez, one of my favorite fancy restaurants. We shall dress up like we are fancy and play the part of a rich person for one night and eat until we are content.